Solo pensando y conociendo

"Solo mi corazón sabe cuando las heridas sanaran,
aunque quiero que el dolor salga rápido
cada día se siente mas lento como las gotas
que salen de un suero.
Las lagrimas no curan las heridas,
solo humedecen mi rostro.
Hasta cuando durara esta angustia y mortificación
solo recuerdo que este veneno lo produjo una cruel traición,
la cual no es producto de mi imaginación,
Pero todavía sigue ahí en el corazón vigente y sin fecha de expiración,
Yo solo quiero olvidar y borrar de mi mente
el amor que vivió en mi durante meses.
Creo que solo alivio encuentro con esta ruptura
y solo el placer de verme libre alimenta mi cordura.
Al llegar al final del túnel veo que por fin encontré la cura
que puede terminar con semejante amargura".

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

February 06, 2011

"Como quisiera besar esos tus labios que hasta ahora fueron
para mi prohibidos durante mucho tiempo,
como quisiera perderme en esos tus hermosos ojos café
para que nadie me pudiese encontrar,
como desearía que esos brazos tuyos me abrazaran fuerte, pero tan fuerte
para que no me dejes ir.
Devuélveme la fe en el amor con tus caricias.
Devuélveme la inspiración en la pasión con tu cuerpo.
Como quisiera aprender a quererte despacio y sin prisa,
como quisiera amarte hasta sanar y olvidar toda herida causada en el pasado.
Devuélveme el alma con tu ternura,
Devuélveme el romance a mi vida con tus miradas,
Hasta ahora lo único que puedo anhelar son besar tu labios,
perderme en tus ojos café,
y envolverme en tus brazos.
Soñar contigo es lo mejor que puedo hacer,
Jugar contigo en mi imaginación es lo mas divertido que jamas imagine,
pero el único testigo de mis aventuras imaginarias es este tonto corazón".

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

February 03, 2011

After a long time without seen my secret love, I still think about him.

Weird is this feeling because tonight I felt connect it to him, again.

I don't hate him or miss him because the love that I have is still the same.

I don't write like I used to but he is still my inspiration.

I wonder if he miss me or ask to his pillow about me all I know is that

I love him.

I wish I could fix the mistakes that we made in the past,

I wish I could kiss your lips one more time,

I wish I could move on like you did,

but I can't.

December 07, 2010

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

‎"Ya no se si hacerle caso al corazon o la razon,

solo se que mi corazon me engaña

y se esta enamorando,

mientras que la razon juega

a ser fuerte para no caer en la trampa del amor".

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

October 01, 2010

"Mi Señor...

Ayúdame a decir la verdad delante de los fuertes y a no decir mentiras para ganarme el aplauso de los débiles

Si me das fortuna, no me quites la razón.

Si me das éxito, no me quites la humildad.

Si me das humildad, no me quites la dignidad.

Ayúdame siempre a ver la otra cara de la medalla, no me dejes inculpar de traición a los demás por no pensar igual que yo.

Enséñame a querer a la gente como a mí mismo.

No me dejes caer en el orgullo si triunfo, ni en la desesperación si fracaso.

Más bien recuérdame que el fracaso es la experiencia que precede al triunfo.

Enséñame que perdonar es un signo de grandeza y que la venganza es una señal de bajeza.

Si me quitas el éxito, déjame fuerzas para aprender del fracaso.Si yo ofendiera a la gente, dame valor para disculparme y si la gente me ofende, dame valor para perdonar.

¡Señor...si yo me olvido de tí, nunca te olvides de mí!"

Preciosa Oracion .

The only one that is in my dreams is you.
I wish to be yours and not his.
I wish to kiss your lips and not his.
And i wish to get married with you and not him.
I meant it my heart is still yours.
I love you.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
September 25, 2010.

No puedo dormir y no he comido nada desde ayer a las 12:23pm. Ya creo que no se cuantas pruebas Dios me mandara. Me duele el pecho y mis ojos ya no tienen lagrimas para llorar.
Me usaron y me humillaron, miles de cosas me han pasado por la mente y solo me puedo refugiar en la musica y en la oracion, porque ya no puedo bailar y ya no puedo cantar siento que me quitaron una parte de mi, me siento muerta y nadie sabe por que solo se que yo no puedo dormir tengo la mente cargada de pensamientos negativos, pero mi corazon no me permite tampoco descansar, esto es algo horrible.
Como es que una persona puede ser tan cruel y jugar con los sentimientos de otros individuos sin saber como es esa persona o lo que ha pasado. Me siento muy mal porque a nadie le he hecho mal, solo bien y siempre brindo lo mejor de mi. Oh Dios estoy sufriendo ayudame a encontrar consuelo que por mas fuerte que aparento ser soy debil, soy humana.
Las cosas duelen mas cuando no tienes a nadie junto a ti ni siquiera a tu madre al lado, el dolor es mas agudo y sientes como que el pecho se te quiere salir, momentos asi no los quisiera vivir otra vez. Amo mi vida por Jesus quien vive en mi pero siempre me pregunto porque siempre pasa lo mismo. No es justo.
Estoy desconsalada y me siento fatal tengo frio, tengo mareos y sobretodo un fuerte dolor de cabeza. ya no puedo mas, ya no tengo animos, ya ni siquiera tengo esperanzas, se llevaron lo ultimo que me quedaba y no les remordio la conciencia.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
September 09, 2010

Es gracioso escribir mis locuras, mis pasiones y marcar mis sentimientos o deseos en cada uno de mis pensamientos escritos y plasmados en un blog o en mis notas.
Yo solo quiero encontrar algo que en realidad ya no existe, a mi no me interesa llamar la atencion de nadie porque lo unico que me importa es escribir, pero al final me doy cuenta de que eso que tanto busco nunca lo encontrare.
Lo que tanto busco y anhelo es tu corazon. He luchado para alejar este sentimiento tan fuerte que tengo pero eres tan ciego que nunca has notado lo que siento.
Promesas van, promesas vienen, pero cuando las cumpliras.
Nunca exigo nada, ni siquiera critico tus faltas, pero hasta cuando mi corazon esperara.
Te escucho,
Te comprendo,
Te doy hasta lo que no tengo,
Pero tu corazon es lo que busco y anhelo.
Sacrificios han sido muchos y lagrimas se han vueltos rios, pero nunca recibo una respuesta.
Sueños e ilusiones todos tenemos pero cuando se cumpliran.
Me ilusionas y me dejas caer de golpe y quien esta ahi para curar mis heridas y sanar mis golpes, nadie.
Al fin siempre quedo sola, solo con la ilusion de que vienes y te vas.
Que hago?, que digo?, A quien amo? Si en verdad ni siquiera se que sientes tu.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
August 21 2010.

There is no more pain in my heart , my heart is beating again.
You, you were part of my life then.
Now, you are my whole life.
Desperate, alone, heartbroken, I was.
I hide my pain with a smile and make up, but it was not enough.
I wanted to escape, runaway, but the pain in my chest got worst.
I waited, I cried, and felt empty, so I pray, the best thing that I did.
God, you made me stronger even when I went through a lot of bad moments,
I pray and you were here.
You gave me a lot good things and you took away
the bad or the ones that were not meant to be, so I give thanks and I pray.
I am alone, but I don't feel alone because you are here, so I pray.
I pray for my soul, for myself, for my sins, for my good and bad momenrs in life.
I pray for my friends and no friends.
I know that I am not a saint, I know that I am not evil, either.
But, when I pray for each of you I feel better.
I keep my faith in Him because He have faith in me.
I am a new person and I feel free when I talk and listen to Him.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

July 19, 2010

"Sonrío porque Cristo me sonríe, Amo porque Cristo, me ama. Todo mi mundo es para El y su mundo algún día sera para mi. Vivo porque Cristo vive en mi y hago el bien porque Cristo reina en mi". Andry A.V.

The Greatest moment in my life are:
a) When I pray and talk to Jesus,
b) When I talk with on the phone with my family, especially my mother and my Grandpa,
c) When I pray for u,
d) When I see my family and friends smile,
e) When I share a moment with family
f) When I help others without expecting nothing else.

Nobody can't compare these moments with anything, I love God, my family and friends no matter what happen between us the bond is already there. I love my life because I am unique and original. I am very proud of being the person that I am and I thank to God, my mother, and my grandpa to make feel happy, strong and complete each day. I am proud of myself.

Andry Vilorio A.V.

June 27, 2010

I wonder if you think about me like I do every night.
I wonder if you remember me like I do every time that I feel alone.
Oh my love, you used to make me smile even if my world was falling apart.
I miss your body laying in bed next to mine, your beautiful eyes are still in my mind,
Your candy lips were my favorite and I still can feel them touching mine.
Oh my love, why have you become so difficult to forget?.
I have a serious problem, I can't stop thinking about you!
Why is this happening to me!?
Now, my heart and my mind have become my enemies,
They are against me because I try to forget you,
But you are still living deep inside of me.
Expectations I have a lot, all I want is to see you, all I want is to be with you.
But, I won't ever see you, the reality is cruel.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

June 16, 2010

I guess that we all miss the good times @ the Centro Pedagogico Infantil Maria Montessori or @ the Colegio Serafin de Asis and some others Colegios. Good times that we will never forget. we learn a lot from those institutions and we're glad of being the people that we are, today. We dreamt, we laughed, we cried, we fought and we made friends. Look at us now, we have become grow ups and God was with us everyday, he gave us the strength to go forward and achieve our goals in life. He is still with us, so we should thankful.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

June 04, 2010

I gave up to this love that I feel, but I can't fight it because is there inside my heart. I did everything, but now it's too late I fell in love. I let myself go and I love you until the end. I still love you, but you are blind. I am trying to forget you, but it's impossible because every time that I turn you are there. My heart is weak and sensitive. My heart cry everyday for you love, but you are not there for him. I fight with this feeling, but it's hard to move on. I resign to any chances, but my feelings play for the wrong team, yours.

June 01, 2010

Andry Vilorio (A.V)

Last night I felt love and it was more than just a hug.
Who are you? Where you came from?
Your smile, your eyes and your touch made me feel weak and vulnerable.
Your arms around me, so strong, make me almost faint.
But your touch, just your simple touch move my heart.
Last night was the moment that was waiting. It was the crucial time to let myself go with yours kisses and your voice oh sweet melody to my ears, melt my soul.
It was just one night, but you didn't ask for no more.
The passion was limited, but it was a wonderful experience. We didn't make love, but our kisses told everything.
And here I am surround by your arms waiting for the sunrise. I feel tranquility and everything is calm. He said in a low sweet tone you are the one and kiss me again.
All I can say is I am in heaven or I just arrived home.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
May 20, 2010.

Corazón dime quien sera el verdadero dueño tuyo, confusiones vienen a mi mente.
Que hermoso paisaje observo a traves de mi ventana, pero tu no te decides todavia.
Ah tonto corazón cuando te daras cuenta de la situacion por la que estoy pasando.
Conciencia por favor dime que hare con el corazón que se a puesto testaduro.
Creo que mi locura y mis sentimientos estan en desacuerdo.
Dios mio, dime que hare para que mi conciencia y mi corazón lleguen a una decision.
Decisiones y decisiones tengo que tomar a diario pero esta vez resulta dificil.
Creo que me estoy enamorando y esta vez tengo miedo.
Miedo al desamor o dar mi corazón.
Pero al final tendre que tomar una decision o no?
Ya que el corazón y la conciencia no se ponen decuerdo entonces se lo dejare al tiempo.
El tiempo es quien se encarga de definir este dilema.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
May 16, 2010

I miss us,
I miss our romantics nights, and
I miss our flirtatious days
I miss to be in your arms
I have never complaint about us,
I miss your calls or your text just saying "Andry"
or "what's up"
I wonder if I am in your heart?
I wonder if you miss us?
I wonder if I am part of you?
I just want to keep our romance alive.
I just want to fall more for you
I just want to be there for you
My only complaint is that I can't hate you
because it is too late, I love you.
And don't want to lose the meaning of us.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

April 21, 2010

Today I found myself and I don't need to be sad.
Today I started to enjoy my loneliness again,
I think that I lost the whole concept of being Andry
I am happy, perky,positive, shy, easygoing, and calm
I wanted to be perfect and good, but in the way I got lost.
I didn't smile anymore, and I didn't feel comfortable with myself.
I was just a character manage by people.
I left myself behind to please everybody, but nobody was there for me.
I hate hypocrisy, I hate fake friends...
I have realized that the person who loves me will accept me as I am
because I got tired of accepting everybody with their goods things and defects.
I have realized that I'll wait longer before to express my feelings for somebody.
I have realized that I won't make the same mistakes that committed in the past.
I have realized that I have nobody who got my back, and that I have only myself.
So, why should I waist my time in people, when I have myself.
why should I waist my love with men that won't appreciate it, even don't express their feelings, when I know that I deserve better.
why should I waist my energy working in a place that I don't feel happy anymore, when I have the potential and the knowledge to get another job.
It sounds cruel, but some people want to be raw with their words, why should I be the exception.
I have my knowledge, I have my heart full of love and I have myself, so I don't need to care about the people that wants to put me down, or people that gossip about me because all I can say is those people have envy of what I have and who I am.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 26, 2010