Solo pensando y conociendo

Es un concepto algo loco porque no tiene algo definitivo pero si puedo decir que aquí trato de compartir mis experiencias vividas, o sea que no es un blog super sino algo sencillo. A.V.


Me siento libre al fin de poder caminar por las calles y no tener que preocuparme por el mañana.
Me siento libre al fin de poder escribir sin preocuparme en el que dirán.
Me siento libre al fin de poder amar y no tener que preocuparme por lo que otros digan.
Me siento libre al fin de sentir una caricia sin tener que esperar.
Libre de poder pensar u opinar sin decir en que he ofendido.
Libre de andar y no pensar que es un delito.
Hoy en día puedo gritar a los cuatro vientos que mi amor es más grande que el destino.
Hoy puedo gritar que me quiero a mi misma!
Creo que no hay mejor momento de mi vida para decir que me siento feliz.
Doy gracias a Dios por la vida que tengo, por mi familia y por enseñarme cada día lo hermoso que es vivir.
Doy gracias a Dios por despertar cada mañana y respirar el aire de la libertad.
Todos merecemos ser felices y todos merecemos una segunda oportunidad.
Hoy en día trato de ser feliz y hacer feliz a quienes me rodean.
Hoy en día trato de rebasar los obstáculos que me han impedido seguir adelante y lo he logrado.
He vencido batallas muchos mas grandes que mi propio yo y he aprendido de cada una.
He caído y me he levantado, pero nunca he dejado de ser Andry Vilorio.
Me levantado con mas fuerza, determinación y he salido adelante siempre con el mismo corazón y la misma sonría.
Me siento orgullosa de haber cumplido la mayoría de mis metas, ya las que me faltan vendrán por añadidura.
Así que me siento libre de ser quien soy, amar y ser feliz.

Andry Vilorio

Agosto 30, 2009

I put this for you guys my friends and readers/ puse esto para que me dejen sus mensajitos.
andryvilorio@live.com

I always dream about to live something exciting and magical unfortunately I still waiting. I want to share my ideas to the world, and I want live my life as the person that I am, some people say that I am crazy, some people say that I need to be serious, but If I become the person that everybody wants, then I won't be Andry anymore. I wish to express my self no matter what cause I am original and unique. If someone is going to love me it will be as I am.

A.V.

Agosto 23, 2009

I don't know what to think
cause I don't have you.
I don't know where to go
cause I don't have you.
I don't know what to wear
cause I can not stop think about you.
I don't know what to write
cause my muse was you.
What should I do without you?
cause my heart beat just stop.
I believe that my love is true,
but I don't have you.
Why is this hurting me so much?
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
I don't know.
Is this an obsession or an illusion?
I really don't know.
All I know is that I don't have you,
and It hurt so much, cause I love you.

Andry Vilorio

Agosto17, 2009



I THINK THAT AFTER SEEN ALL MY FAILURES IN LOVE AND I STILL THINK THAT LOVE IS NOT FOR ME AND I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYBODY.


I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE USE ME
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF ME
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE DON'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT ABUSE ME VERBALLY
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT FAKE THEIR FRIENDSHIP
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT USE ME FOR OBTAIN A GREEN CARD
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT HURT ME
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT LIE TO ME
I AM TIRED OF BEING SO INNOCENT
I AM TIRED OF BEING SO NAIVE
I AM TIRED OF BEING A GOOD GIRL
I AM TIRED OF FAKE A SMILE TO HIDE MY SADNESS
I AM TIRED OF FAKE AN OK TO HIDE HOW ANGRY I AM
I AM TIRED OF FALL IN LOVE AND NEVER BE CORRESPONDED
I AM TIRED OF PAYING FOR HAVE A BOYFRIEND LIKE I DID ONCE
I AM TIRED OF MAKE JOKES AND PRETEND TO BE A CLOWN SO PEOPLE WOULD LIKE
ME
I AM TIRED OF BEING A GOOD FRIEND AND BE THERE EVERY TIME FOR MY FRIENDS
AND WHEN I NEED THEM, THEY ALWAYS CAN'T
I AM TIRED OF MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES BY MEETING GUYS WHO DON'T APPRECIATE ME OR DON'T GIVE ME A CHANCE
I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT HAD USED ME TO SATISFY THEMSELVES AND TREAT ME
LIKE I DON'T FEEL OR LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED
I AM TIRED OF BEING DEPRESSED AND SAD AND HIDE MYSELF BEHIND MY POEMS
AND THOUGHTS
I AM TIRED OF CRYING ALL THE TIME AND HIDE MY FACE BEHIND A CLOWN MASK,
AND ACT LIKE I AM SILLY OR CRAZY
I AM TIRED OF BEING THE PERSON THAT I AM
I JUST ASKED FOR LOVE, BUT I HAVE NO LUCK CAUSE I AM NOT GOOD AT ANYTHING
AND FOR ANYONE
I HAVE NOT FOUND LOVE AND I NEVER WILL, SO IT DOES NOT WORTH TO LOOK,
IMPLORE, BEG AND PAY FOR LOVE BECAUSE FATE HAS DENIED IT FOR ME.


Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Agosto 16, 2009

I am in love and I can't deny how happy I am. I have realized that once again my heart is vulnerable. I hope this dream or illusion become true because this has gave me the happiness that I need right now. I hope this person become the one.

A. V.

Agosto 14, 2009

Para decirte que te amo no habría palabras para decírtelo
para decirte que te amo no habrían papel, ni lápiz para escribirlo.
Para pintar un corazón y que sepas que te amo no habrían
pinceles ni colores para pintarlo,
pero como quiera te dejaría saber mi secreto.
Solo por estos pequeños versos que salen de mi tonta mente y
este pobre corazón que te dice te amo.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Noviembre 15, 2005

Quien eres?

De donde eres?

Porque mi corazón te busca?

Porque mi mente piensa solo en ti?

Y solo se que vienes de otro mundo,

y solo se que mi corazón te busca

porque te pertenece.

Solo se que pienso en ti porque tu solo

ocupas mi mundo.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Noviembre 22, 2005

Quiero tu boca para besarla.

Quiero tus ojos para mirarlos.

Quiero tu nariz para que respires mi perfume.

Quiero tus manos para que toques mi cuerpo.

Quiero tus pies para que camines conmigo.

Sabes que quiero que decir con estas frases? que te amo,

y que estar contigo por siempre.

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Noviembre 11, 2005

Te veo en mis sueños pero no te puedo tocarte,

le pido a Dios poder olvidarte y no te puedo

olvidar,

el dolor por amarte es mas caro que llorarte, pues

lo que hoy vive en mi no puede conjugarse.

Donde estas? Que no puedo encontrarte.

Que mas puedo yo puedo ofrecerte sino son mis labios

para besar los tuyos.

Que mas puedo yo ofrecerte sino son mis brazos para

que encuentres consuelo.

Que mas puedo yo ofrecerte sino es mi pecho para que

descanses en el.

Te puedo ofrecer mi corazón , pero ya es tuyo.

Quien eres mi amante o mi dueño?

Tu eres el amante de mis noches de pasión y el dueño

de mi amor.


Andry Vilorio (A. V.)

Febrero 13, 2006

Bueno decir como me siento en estos días ha sido dificil de describir porque yo estaba super feliz, tenia a mi lado una persona que me hacia compañia y no me hacia sentir sola en ningun momento, el hecho no es tener una relacion seria con una persona, sino el compartir una risa, una caricia o un beso con esa persona que hace sentir especial. Lamentablemente, el cuento de hadas termino el sábado de una forma creo yo un poco fria y cruel, y lo que mas me duele es la forma en que actuo como si nada paso entre nosotros. Y muchos se preguntan como me siento y en verdad me siento mal porque yo no entiendo como caigo en el mismo circulo y solo trato de querer a una persona. Creo que me enamore pero me duele en la forma que me trato porque no le hice daño de ninguna indole.

English

Well, tell you how I feel in these days has been kind of difficult to describe because I was so happy, I thought that I have next to me a person who me makes me company and I didn't feel alone at any moment, the fact is not to have a serious relationship with a person, is to share a laugh, care for that person or a kiss with that one who makes you feel special. Unfortunally, the fairy tale end last Saturday night in way I think kind of cruel and cool, and the thing that more hurt me is the form that he act like nothing happened between us. And a lot of people asked me how do I feel and the true is I feel awful because I do not understand how I fall in the same circle and just try to love a person and be love. I think I was falling in love, but it hurts in the way how he treat me the last time that we saw each other cause I did not hurt or damage him in any kind.


Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
Agosto 04, 2009

I REALLY HATE HYPOCRISY, AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIE IN MY FACE.

JUST BECAUSE I AM A GOOD AND DECENT PERSON DOESN'T MEAN THAT I HAVE TO

TAKE EVERYONE SHIT, SO IF SOMEONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND OR WANTS A

SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, HAS TO BE LOYAL AS I AM TO THEM.

I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE THAT LIKE TO USE ME TO PLEASE THEMSELVES AND THEN

ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED, I AM TIRED OF FUCKING LIARS THAT WANTS ONLY

ONE THING AND ONCE THEY GOT IT THEY ACT LIKE HYPOCRITE.

THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE FUN OF ME, AND FOR THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T

VALUE MY LIFE, MY LOYALTY AND MY FRIENDSHIP.

I SAID TO THEM FROM NOW AND ON FUCK YOU.

FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU.

DON'T EVEN BOTHER BY PRETENDING TO BE NICE TO ME, FUCKERS.

THANK YOU

I wish to love and to be love

I wish I can give love and to receive love.

I have been waiting for it so long that I lost the count.

How many people do I have to meet to find the one,

I am tired of wait and wait without receive anything else.

I wish to love and to be love

I wish to say yes and receive love.

But, it is impossible and difficult to find love,

it is hard to try it.

And for my love is forbidden, I am a prisoner of own destiny.

Who can be the one that could rescue me?

Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Agosto 03, 2009

I think I fell in love, I did not want to

but it happened.

I think I fell in love, I do not want to tell him

but I guess he knows.

I think I fell in love, I do not want to

but it happened.

I think I fell in love, and I feel happy and special

but I guess he does not want to fall in love, too.

I wish to spend more time with him

but the time for me is less.

Should I tell him what I feel for him or should I hide

my love for him.

Should I hide the truth from him and resign to any hope

like I always do or should stay in silence.

Silence and loneliness are my best companion,

so I just think that I fell in love, I denied that I fell in love.

Oh my love how much I wish to tell you, I fear that you reject me.

I risk my life once for love and I waited patient, but if you push me

away from you how I will fight for love.

I think I fell in love, and I feel scared because I got attached to you.


Andry Vilorio (A.V.)

Agosto 02, 2009

Dedicate this poem to my heart and to you my secret love.

A. V.

Creo que es un blog en el cual quiero compartir con la personas un poco más de lo que siento. Aunque muchos critican mis pensamientos escritos, pero en verdad me gusta escribir y disfruto mucho elaborando cada una de las entradas. Yo espero que les guste porque esto no se trata de solamente pensamientos locos y poemas sino que trata un poco de mi diario vivir.

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