Solo pensando y conociendo

I Know and I understand you as I always did,
but damn you! I feel mad really mad at you.
I can't describe how hard this shit it is.
I don't care, but I care at the same time, then I am confused.
You made me confused cause you care about me I know you do.
You miss me and you act like you don't.
You miss the little time that we spent together.
I know that I was good to you and you will miss me.
You miss every kiss and every laugh that we share.
I know you are going to deny it, but you still miss me.
No no no! why I have to cry if this was a game, your game.
I was just an avatar that you played with.
You miss our moments in the shower, tell me, that is not true
when you try to touch every part of my body and kiss me.
I fell in love you, but you were in love of me first,
I noticed when we were alone in my room.
Oh! now you are denying it, how could you?
You made me this wound and it hurts,
you made me cry and you promised not made me cry.
You said that I was yours, and you know that I was.
You felt it in every moment and every movement mmm yes sweet memories.
You made me melt with those kisses and you like you them too.
You miss me and I know cause I can feel it.
I feel dizzy. I am cold. My heartbeat is slow. I am dying or I am trying to be dramatic or sarcastic as I always be.
Let me dream, let me dream again. I shout loud.
You miss me cause every time you text I can see that you did.
I driving myself crazy in this room and I can't take it.
You are faking that you don't care, but my heart tells me that you do.
I look around and every part of my room has your face, I am lying here in my bed
and I can still smell your body's essence.
You miss me, and I know, but I choose to resign to my feelings for you cause I was afraid to lose myself.

Andry Vilorio (A. V.)

Noviembre 24, 2009

I really don't understand why I am feeling this way, sad.
I have always be with my dear family especially with my mother or my aunt and now this is my second year that I won't be able to have a decent thanksgiving with them.

Mom, I miss you so much. I wish you could be here with me.
I guess if you were here with me, not all these stupid things had never happened to me.
Mom, I am happy cause you are always in my mind.
You are the only thing that keeps me here alive.
I thank you for giving me so much love.
I can't find the words to tell how much I love you.
Mom, there are so many stories that I have to tell you most of them sad, and a few happy, but I don't care cause the only attention that I need is from you.
Mom, look my hands, they are not soft like they used to be when I was with you.
I work and study hard to give you someday a better life not matter what, I will.
I have faith in God that all these lonely nights are going to end.
Mom, look my eyes, they are tired of cry every night because people don't understand who I am.
Mom, feel my heart, it refuses to give me a beat cause mean people had have break it to many times.
Mom, I miss you so much, I you could be here with me.

Andry Vilorio (A. V.)

Noviembre 22, 2009

Eres mi vida, mi tesoro y mi corazón.
Que haría yo sin ti, donde iría yo sin ti.
En poco tiempo te has convertido en la luz de mi camino.
Eres mi brújula y mi guía quien mejor que tu para conducir mi sendero.
Tu has formado parte de mi vida y te doy gracias por hacerme olvidar
el pasado.
Hasta ahora esto es lo único que puedo decir y se me derrite el corazón
al saber que me quieres y me correspondes como yo esperaba.

Andry Vilorio

Noviembre 19, 2009

I think they are wrong too,
Most of them think that I feel something for them
Most of them don't know that I treat them nice as a friend.
But, none of them are the type of guy that I really want.
I need a man, not a child.
I need a man who cares about me as I care about him.
I look for a man capable of love, no a child who just to want have fun.
I need a man who has an education, this man must be a professional,
not a child who just make money.
I don't need to be in a relationship where the meaning of couple means just sex.
I need man to be my future, not a waste.
I need a relationship where I can be 50 and he can be 50.
I need a man who respect me as I respect him, not a child who doesn't
know the meaning of respect.

Andry Vilorio

November 08, 2009

"Como deseo tanto tus besos, como deseo tanto tu cuerpo, pero lo que mas deseo es ser tuya desde aquí al mas allá y por toda una eternidad" te quiero J. M.

Andry Vilorio

Noviembre 06, 2009