I miss us,
I miss our romantics nights, and
I miss our flirtatious days
I miss to be in your arms
I have never complaint about us,
I miss your calls or your text just saying "Andry"
or "what's up"
I wonder if I am in your heart?
I wonder if you miss us?
I wonder if I am part of you?
I just want to keep our romance alive.
I just want to fall more for you
I just want to be there for you
My only complaint is that I can't hate you
because it is too late, I love you.
And don't want to lose the meaning of us.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 21, 2010
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Andry
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Today I found myself and I don't need to be sad.
Today I started to enjoy my loneliness again,
I think that I lost the whole concept of being Andry
I am happy, perky,positive, shy, easygoing, and calm
I wanted to be perfect and good, but in the way I got lost.
I didn't smile anymore, and I didn't feel comfortable with myself.
I was just a character manage by people.
I left myself behind to please everybody, but nobody was there for me.
I hate hypocrisy, I hate fake friends...
I have realized that the person who loves me will accept me as I am
because I got tired of accepting everybody with their goods things and defects.
I have realized that I'll wait longer before to express my feelings for somebody.
I have realized that I won't make the same mistakes that committed in the past.
I have realized that I have nobody who got my back, and that I have only myself.
So, why should I waist my time in people, when I have myself.
why should I waist my love with men that won't appreciate it, even don't express their feelings, when I know that I deserve better.
why should I waist my energy working in a place that I don't feel happy anymore, when I have the potential and the knowledge to get another job.
It sounds cruel, but some people want to be raw with their words, why should I be the exception.
I have my knowledge, I have my heart full of love and I have myself, so I don't need to care about the people that wants to put me down, or people that gossip about me because all I can say is those people have envy of what I have and who I am.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 26, 2010
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What is wrong with me?
I can't stop think about about you.
I try hard to get you of my mind sometimes,
but the desire to have you is stronger every day.
Nervous, exciting, silly, happy, joyful all emotions
are combined when you are next to me.
I feel like a teenager and weird at the same time.
It is funny, but it is something I can't help it.
I think that I am dreaming, I guess I am.
All I can say this is one the most wonderful moments in my life.
I am not perfect, I am just human, and I am in love.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 18, 2010
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"Oh love, love let be in your arms once again, so I can fall more for you,
my heart is yours,
oh love, love be my life, my light, my joy and my happiness,
my mind is yours,
Every day I think of you and every night I am missing you,
my body is yours,
oh love, love draw with your hands the lines of my body,
I am completely yours,
oh love, love wake me up from this dream with a kiss,
and say I love you."
Andry Vilorio A.V.
April 16, 2010
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Andry
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I think I need a change in my life.
I think that Andry is already tired of lies and bullshit.
I think is time to let go everything that bothers me.
I think that I should leave everything that hurts me.
I have become confused and stress over something
that doesn't make sense.
I think that I wait so long for something that I have make me realized
that it is not real.
I try and try everyday to give my best, but It doesn't worth anything.
I have realized that there is no prince charming.
I have realized that I am alone in this, and I am angry.
I have realized that by showing my feelings and give my heart out there
it doesn't worth it.
I have realized that the pain that I have in my heart is bigger than I have thought.
I think that I am a good person and this is the reason I get hurt so easily.
I think that by being sensitive people doesn't take you seriously.
I think that if I cry is for a reason, not to be dramatic o fake something.
I think is time to change and I have realized that I can change a lot of things in my life.
But, if I change then I won't the happy silly Andry that everybody knows.
I will become cold like most of the people in this city.
I will lose my heart and the love that I give.
I won't have feelings because I will change.
And crying here alone inside of this four walls, it won't solve anything.
Today is a day that no matter how happy I am, I feel sad and my heart broken.
I guess I need help, I guess I need someone who really cares, all I can't say is that i have a heartache.
A.V.
April 10, 2010
I think that Andry is already tired of lies and bullshit.
I think is time to let go everything that bothers me.
I think that I should leave everything that hurts me.
I have become confused and stress over something
that doesn't make sense.
I think that I wait so long for something that I have make me realized
that it is not real.
I try and try everyday to give my best, but It doesn't worth anything.
I have realized that there is no prince charming.
I have realized that I am alone in this, and I am angry.
I have realized that by showing my feelings and give my heart out there
it doesn't worth it.
I have realized that the pain that I have in my heart is bigger than I have thought.
I think that I am a good person and this is the reason I get hurt so easily.
I think that by being sensitive people doesn't take you seriously.
I think that if I cry is for a reason, not to be dramatic o fake something.
I think is time to change and I have realized that I can change a lot of things in my life.
But, if I change then I won't the happy silly Andry that everybody knows.
I will become cold like most of the people in this city.
I will lose my heart and the love that I give.
I won't have feelings because I will change.
And crying here alone inside of this four walls, it won't solve anything.
Today is a day that no matter how happy I am, I feel sad and my heart broken.
I guess I need help, I guess I need someone who really cares, all I can't say is that i have a heartache.
A.V.
April 10, 2010
