Solo pensando y conociendo

Estoy perdida, perdida en un mundo que no es el mio
estoy aquí, pero al mismo tiempo no lo estoy,
solo vivo porque tengo que vivir y nada mas.
Estoy desolada, mi alma llora el mal de esta soledad
que me asecha constantemente.
En mi mente dibujo días hermosos, pero en mi corazón
solo se acumula los días tristes.
Mientras tanto solo estoy aquí sentada en mi cama,
sola escribiendo mis memorias de mi vida,
una vida que se encuentra perdida en un callejón perdido
y abandonado por la multitud.

Andry Vilorio

Octubre 29, 2009

My heart is broken, I feel that I am not capable of love.
Love was not made for me.
I am just simple, but people don't want that anymore.
I try and I try very hard, but i am not good at this.
Now I am just scared to tell you that I love you
cause I know that you don't love me.
And I have waited and waited for you.
My heart is broken, I feel that I am not capable of love.
I miss you, but I feel that I can't tell you about my feelings.
I wish to have your company, but you are too far from me.
I am too far from reality.
Tonight is the only and last night that I will open my heart.
I have been so scared that I really did know how to act,
but you have stole heart since you lift me up and kissed me.

Andry Vilorio

Octubre 16, 2009

I miss you, but I know that you are not coming back,
My heart miss you,
My lips need your warm and sweet kisses,
My body needs your arms around,
My heart belongs to you.
I can't take you out of my mind,
And I fight with myself to forget you cause I know that
you are not coming back.
You got so deep in my thoughts that my dreams talk about you.
But you are not here, and I know that you are not coming back.
Your lips taste like heaven that every kiss or yours make me fly.
Every touch, every look melt me down and I was a fool when in your arms.
I lost the battle of my heart because every part of my body wants you,
But you are not here and I know that you are not coming back.
I can't talk you anymore,
I can't see you anymore,
I wished to be yours, and I was afraid to be heartbroken.
Now in my cold small I write this words to you, hoping that one day
you will read this and understand how deep was love was for you.

Andry Vilorio

October 04, 2009