Es gracioso escribir mis locuras, mis pasiones y marcar mis sentimientos o deseos en cada uno de mis pensamientos escritos y plasmados en un blog o en mis notas.
Yo solo quiero encontrar algo que en realidad ya no existe, a mi no me interesa llamar la atencion de nadie porque lo unico que me importa es escribir, pero al final me doy cuenta de que eso que tanto busco nunca lo encontrare.
Lo que tanto busco y anhelo es tu corazon. He luchado para alejar este sentimiento tan fuerte que tengo pero eres tan ciego que nunca has notado lo que siento.
Promesas van, promesas vienen, pero cuando las cumpliras.
Nunca exigo nada, ni siquiera critico tus faltas, pero hasta cuando mi corazon esperara.
Te escucho,
Te comprendo,
Te doy hasta lo que no tengo,
Pero tu corazon es lo que busco y anhelo.
Sacrificios han sido muchos y lagrimas se han vueltos rios, pero nunca recibo una respuesta.
Sueños e ilusiones todos tenemos pero cuando se cumpliran.
Me ilusionas y me dejas caer de golpe y quien esta ahi para curar mis heridas y sanar mis golpes, nadie.
Al fin siempre quedo sola, solo con la ilusion de que vienes y te vas.
Que hago?, que digo?, A quien amo? Si en verdad ni siquiera se que sientes tu.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
August 21 2010.
There is no more pain in my heart , my heart is beating again.
You, you were part of my life then.
Now, you are my whole life.
Desperate, alone, heartbroken, I was.
I hide my pain with a smile and make up, but it was not enough.
I wanted to escape, runaway, but the pain in my chest got worst.
I waited, I cried, and felt empty, so I pray, the best thing that I did.
God, you made me stronger even when I went through a lot of bad moments,
I pray and you were here.
You gave me a lot good things and you took away
the bad or the ones that were not meant to be, so I give thanks and I pray.
I am alone, but I don't feel alone because you are here, so I pray.
I pray for my soul, for myself, for my sins, for my good and bad momenrs in life.
I pray for my friends and no friends.
I know that I am not a saint, I know that I am not evil, either.
But, when I pray for each of you I feel better.
I keep my faith in Him because He have faith in me.
I am a new person and I feel free when I talk and listen to Him.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
July 19, 2010
"Sonrío porque Cristo me sonríe, Amo porque Cristo, me ama. Todo mi mundo es para El y su mundo algún día sera para mi. Vivo porque Cristo vive en mi y hago el bien porque Cristo reina en mi". Andry A.V.
The Greatest moment in my life are:
a) When I pray and talk to Jesus,
b) When I talk with on the phone with my family, especially my mother and my Grandpa,
c) When I pray for u,
d) When I see my family and friends smile,
e) When I share a moment with family
f) When I help others without expecting nothing else.
Nobody can't compare these moments with anything, I love God, my family and friends no matter what happen between us the bond is already there. I love my life because I am unique and original. I am very proud of being the person that I am and I thank to God, my mother, and my grandpa to make feel happy, strong and complete each day. I am proud of myself.
Andry Vilorio A.V.
June 27, 2010
I wonder if you think about me like I do every night.
I wonder if you remember me like I do every time that I feel alone.
Oh my love, you used to make me smile even if my world was falling apart.
I miss your body laying in bed next to mine, your beautiful eyes are still in my mind,
Your candy lips were my favorite and I still can feel them touching mine.
Oh my love, why have you become so difficult to forget?.
I have a serious problem, I can't stop thinking about you!
Why is this happening to me!?
Now, my heart and my mind have become my enemies,
They are against me because I try to forget you,
But you are still living deep inside of me.
Expectations I have a lot, all I want is to see you, all I want is to be with you.
But, I won't ever see you, the reality is cruel.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
June 16, 2010
I guess that we all miss the good times @ the Centro Pedagogico Infantil Maria Montessori or @ the Colegio Serafin de Asis and some others Colegios. Good times that we will never forget. we learn a lot from those institutions and we're glad of being the people that we are, today. We dreamt, we laughed, we cried, we fought and we made friends. Look at us now, we have become grow ups and God was with us everyday, he gave us the strength to go forward and achieve our goals in life. He is still with us, so we should thankful.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
June 04, 2010
I gave up to this love that I feel, but I can't fight it because is there inside my heart. I did everything, but now it's too late I fell in love. I let myself go and I love you until the end. I still love you, but you are blind. I am trying to forget you, but it's impossible because every time that I turn you are there. My heart is weak and sensitive. My heart cry everyday for you love, but you are not there for him. I fight with this feeling, but it's hard to move on. I resign to any chances, but my feelings play for the wrong team, yours.
June 01, 2010
Andry Vilorio (A.V)
Last night I felt love and it was more than just a hug.
Who are you? Where you came from?
Your smile, your eyes and your touch made me feel weak and vulnerable.
Your arms around me, so strong, make me almost faint.
But your touch, just your simple touch move my heart.
Last night was the moment that was waiting. It was the crucial time to let myself go with yours kisses and your voice oh sweet melody to my ears, melt my soul.
It was just one night, but you didn't ask for no more.
The passion was limited, but it was a wonderful experience. We didn't make love, but our kisses told everything.
And here I am surround by your arms waiting for the sunrise. I feel tranquility and everything is calm. He said in a low sweet tone you are the one and kiss me again.
All I can say is I am in heaven or I just arrived home.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
May 20, 2010.
Corazón dime quien sera el verdadero dueño tuyo, confusiones vienen a mi mente.
Que hermoso paisaje observo a traves de mi ventana, pero tu no te decides todavia.
Ah tonto corazón cuando te daras cuenta de la situacion por la que estoy pasando.
Conciencia por favor dime que hare con el corazón que se a puesto testaduro.
Creo que mi locura y mis sentimientos estan en desacuerdo.
Dios mio, dime que hare para que mi conciencia y mi corazón lleguen a una decision.
Decisiones y decisiones tengo que tomar a diario pero esta vez resulta dificil.
Creo que me estoy enamorando y esta vez tengo miedo.
Miedo al desamor o dar mi corazón.
Pero al final tendre que tomar una decision o no?
Ya que el corazón y la conciencia no se ponen decuerdo entonces se lo dejare al tiempo.
El tiempo es quien se encarga de definir este dilema.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
May 16, 2010
I miss us,
I miss our romantics nights, and
I miss our flirtatious days
I miss to be in your arms
I have never complaint about us,
I miss your calls or your text just saying "Andry"
or "what's up"
I wonder if I am in your heart?
I wonder if you miss us?
I wonder if I am part of you?
I just want to keep our romance alive.
I just want to fall more for you
I just want to be there for you
My only complaint is that I can't hate you
because it is too late, I love you.
And don't want to lose the meaning of us.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 21, 2010
Today I found myself and I don't need to be sad.
Today I started to enjoy my loneliness again,
I think that I lost the whole concept of being Andry
I am happy, perky,positive, shy, easygoing, and calm
I wanted to be perfect and good, but in the way I got lost.
I didn't smile anymore, and I didn't feel comfortable with myself.
I was just a character manage by people.
I left myself behind to please everybody, but nobody was there for me.
I hate hypocrisy, I hate fake friends...
I have realized that the person who loves me will accept me as I am
because I got tired of accepting everybody with their goods things and defects.
I have realized that I'll wait longer before to express my feelings for somebody.
I have realized that I won't make the same mistakes that committed in the past.
I have realized that I have nobody who got my back, and that I have only myself.
So, why should I waist my time in people, when I have myself.
why should I waist my love with men that won't appreciate it, even don't express their feelings, when I know that I deserve better.
why should I waist my energy working in a place that I don't feel happy anymore, when I have the potential and the knowledge to get another job.
It sounds cruel, but some people want to be raw with their words, why should I be the exception.
I have my knowledge, I have my heart full of love and I have myself, so I don't need to care about the people that wants to put me down, or people that gossip about me because all I can say is those people have envy of what I have and who I am.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 26, 2010
What is wrong with me?
I can't stop think about about you.
I try hard to get you of my mind sometimes,
but the desire to have you is stronger every day.
Nervous, exciting, silly, happy, joyful all emotions
are combined when you are next to me.
I feel like a teenager and weird at the same time.
It is funny, but it is something I can't help it.
I think that I am dreaming, I guess I am.
All I can say this is one the most wonderful moments in my life.
I am not perfect, I am just human, and I am in love.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
April 18, 2010
"Oh love, love let be in your arms once again, so I can fall more for you,
my heart is yours,
oh love, love be my life, my light, my joy and my happiness,
my mind is yours,
Every day I think of you and every night I am missing you,
my body is yours,
oh love, love draw with your hands the lines of my body,
I am completely yours,
oh love, love wake me up from this dream with a kiss,
and say I love you."
Andry Vilorio A.V.
April 16, 2010
I think that Andry is already tired of lies and bullshit.
I think is time to let go everything that bothers me.
I think that I should leave everything that hurts me.
I have become confused and stress over something
that doesn't make sense.
I think that I wait so long for something that I have make me realized
that it is not real.
I try and try everyday to give my best, but It doesn't worth anything.
I have realized that there is no prince charming.
I have realized that I am alone in this, and I am angry.
I have realized that by showing my feelings and give my heart out there
it doesn't worth it.
I have realized that the pain that I have in my heart is bigger than I have thought.
I think that I am a good person and this is the reason I get hurt so easily.
I think that by being sensitive people doesn't take you seriously.
I think that if I cry is for a reason, not to be dramatic o fake something.
I think is time to change and I have realized that I can change a lot of things in my life.
But, if I change then I won't the happy silly Andry that everybody knows.
I will become cold like most of the people in this city.
I will lose my heart and the love that I give.
I won't have feelings because I will change.
And crying here alone inside of this four walls, it won't solve anything.
Today is a day that no matter how happy I am, I feel sad and my heart broken.
I guess I need help, I guess I need someone who really cares, all I can't say is that i have a heartache.
A.V.
April 10, 2010
"I am so confused. I thought that I was happy, but today I just found out that I am sad and more lonely than ever. I have a big heart, but I don't know who should I trust it. I guess that I should not open my heart so much because I feel that someone could break it."
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
Marzo 25, 2010
Tears are coming out and my heart started already to beat slow.
I feel hurt and confused because you were my happiness,
happiness that didn't last as always.
I knew that something so beautiful could hurt me so much.
I knew that something so magical could end like this.
The most wonderful secret adventure that I live with you
has become I guess to at end.
I can't believe it that once again I was in a relationship by myself.
And that you still like that girl. You show that to me with your
paranoid behavior.
A.V.
Marzo 22, 2010
Your eyes are the most beautiful lights that I have ever seen,
your lips are the sweetest thing that I have ever tasted,
your arms strong and warm make me feel save and loved.
You are the best secret that I ever kept.
When I am with you, I feel a lot of emotions combine in one feeling.
I still don't know what it is, but I feel that happiness is around
with you next to me.
You are the best secret that I ever kept.
My only desire is to be yours.
I want to be your muse,
your happiness,
your doubt,
your love,
your friend,
your dream,
your passion.
Every person around the world has big expectations from life and the future,
but I don't expect to much.
I guess that all I want right now is to enjoy every moment good or bad with you,
my best secret ever kept.
Andry Vilorio A.V.
Marzo 16, 2010
"I feel bless because God gave me the strength to over come from the adversity. I thank him because he bless me with a mother who has been there for me even the distance keep us apart. Also I thank him for giving me the chance to love again."
Andry Vilorio A. V.
Marzo 18, 2010
Como me siento? no lo se.
Creo que hoy en dia siento un sentimiento de odio y rencor.
Rencor y odio que siento que crece cada dia mas.
Cada dia era un sacrificio y hoy me di cuenta de que es un sacrificio
en vano.
Nadie sabe como en verdad yo soy y muchos se equivocan al juzgarme.
Cansada estoy de que estupidos lleguen a mi vida y cuando estan conmigo
buscan entonces a alguien mas. Yo valgo mucho como persona para que un asaroso me desprecie. Paginas de poemas inventan dedicadas a mi sin darse cuenta que en realidad solo buscan ligar a otras. Y molesta estoy conmigo misma por perder mi tiempo y dos años de mi vida con una persona que solo dolores de cabeza me dio. Hoy me siento molesta porque estoy cansada de estos malditos pendejos no me dan mi lugar como persona en la sociedad y protesto ante Dios porque ya no quiero sufrir por la causa de una persona injusta y falta de respeto. Mientras que uno como persona se conserva y hace sacrificios grandes, uno mismo se sorprende de las vagabunderia de la gente.
Cansada como escritora estoy, de escribir poemas que en verdad no tienen sentido.
No tienen sentido porque me he dado cuenta de que no vale la pena escribir por amor y menos a un hipocrita.
Hipocrita, si lo digo porque tanto luchar para nada, esto es una mierda.
Andry Vilorio (A.V)
February 27, 2010
Mi vida se hizo para el placer tuyo y que disfrutaras cada rincón de esta.
Esto es solo unos de los simples pensamientos que infunden desde lo mas profundo de mi corazón y solo mi corazón sabrá a quien corresponderle en su debido tiempo.
Noches y noches llevo esperando a que un encuentro nos lleve a descubrir algo que todavía para mi es desconocido.
Andry Vilorio (A.V.)
Febrero 23, 2010
