I think I need a change in my life.
I think that Andry is already tired of lies and bullshit.
I think is time to let go everything that bothers me.
I think that I should leave everything that hurts me.
I have become confused and stress over something
that doesn't make sense.
I think that I wait so long for something that I have make me realized
that it is not real.
I try and try everyday to give my best, but It doesn't worth anything.
I have realized that there is no prince charming.
I have realized that I am alone in this, and I am angry.
I have realized that by showing my feelings and give my heart out there
it doesn't worth it.
I have realized that the pain that I have in my heart is bigger than I have thought.
I think that I am a good person and this is the reason I get hurt so easily.
I think that by being sensitive people doesn't take you seriously.
I think that if I cry is for a reason, not to be dramatic o fake something.
I think is time to change and I have realized that I can change a lot of things in my life.
But, if I change then I won't the happy silly Andry that everybody knows.
I will become cold like most of the people in this city.
I will lose my heart and the love that I give.
I won't have feelings because I will change.
And crying here alone inside of this four walls, it won't solve anything.
Today is a day that no matter how happy I am, I feel sad and my heart broken.
I guess I need help, I guess I need someone who really cares, all I can't say is that i have a heartache.
A.V.
April 10, 2010
I think that Andry is already tired of lies and bullshit.
I think is time to let go everything that bothers me.
I think that I should leave everything that hurts me.
I have become confused and stress over something
that doesn't make sense.
I think that I wait so long for something that I have make me realized
that it is not real.
I try and try everyday to give my best, but It doesn't worth anything.
I have realized that there is no prince charming.
I have realized that I am alone in this, and I am angry.
I have realized that by showing my feelings and give my heart out there
it doesn't worth it.
I have realized that the pain that I have in my heart is bigger than I have thought.
I think that I am a good person and this is the reason I get hurt so easily.
I think that by being sensitive people doesn't take you seriously.
I think that if I cry is for a reason, not to be dramatic o fake something.
I think is time to change and I have realized that I can change a lot of things in my life.
But, if I change then I won't the happy silly Andry that everybody knows.
I will become cold like most of the people in this city.
I will lose my heart and the love that I give.
I won't have feelings because I will change.
And crying here alone inside of this four walls, it won't solve anything.
Today is a day that no matter how happy I am, I feel sad and my heart broken.
I guess I need help, I guess I need someone who really cares, all I can't say is that i have a heartache.
A.V.
April 10, 2010
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