but damn you! I feel mad really mad at you.
I can't describe how hard this shit it is.
I don't care, but I care at the same time, then I am confused.
You made me confused cause you care about me I know you do.
You miss me and you act like you don't.
You miss the little time that we spent together.
I know that I was good to you and you will miss me.
You miss every kiss and every laugh that we share.
I know you are going to deny it, but you still miss me.
No no no! why I have to cry if this was a game, your game.
I was just an avatar that you played with.
You miss our moments in the shower, tell me, that is not true
when you try to touch every part of my body and kiss me.
I fell in love you, but you were in love of me first,
I noticed when we were alone in my room.
Oh! now you are denying it, how could you?
You made me this wound and it hurts,
you made me cry and you promised not made me cry.
You said that I was yours, and you know that I was.
You felt it in every moment and every movement mmm yes sweet memories.
You made me melt with those kisses and you like you them too.
You miss me and I know cause I can feel it.
I feel dizzy. I am cold. My heartbeat is slow. I am dying or I am trying to be dramatic or sarcastic as I always be.
Let me dream, let me dream again. I shout loud.
You miss me cause every time you text I can see that you did.
I driving myself crazy in this room and I can't take it.
You are faking that you don't care, but my heart tells me that you do.
I look around and every part of my room has your face, I am lying here in my bed
and I can still smell your body's essence.
You miss me, and I know, but I choose to resign to my feelings for you cause I was afraid to lose myself.
Andry Vilorio (A. V.)
Noviembre 24, 2009
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